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Friday, 3 May 2013 @ 03:57 | 0 Comment [s]




Oh heccccaakkk!!! Hi hi hi lama tak update. Busy lah der. Maaf maaf :3 
Here we go........What is the date today? Third of May? Yaa good. Bagus anak anak. Lol ada bakat tak jadi cikgu? Ihikss. Ish taknak pun hai jadi cikgu. Ponek. Third of May is nothing special in yr life right? Ya, something special in my life. Maybe -,- Hm once you have felt that pain of the loss of your love, your heart will feel broken, and dead. Ya it will empty but always know, every heartbreak you have only means you're a step closer to your real love. Although you may not love me, although you may not care. If you shall ever need me, you know that i'll be there. Your love may all be taken, your heart may not be free but when your heart is broken, you can always lean on me. I'll never stop loving you, i know because i've tried. Im sorry to say, that night i felt so so so freakin damn mad on you. Serious! "aku dah nekad taknak dia mck" "alah mck, sampah je erka tu" "tak kemana lah diorang tu mck" "shit, sial lah perempuan tu" "fikir aku heranlah dia buat macam tu? Aku ada baby aku lah. Haa nampak tak aku sayang baby aku?" "aku tak kan percaya dia lagi" "****** nak jaga dia? fuck lah. Erka pun sama je mck" Lol i still remember what you have said to him. Ya i know who am i. Just a girl in a big world that doesn't have any happiness right? 

yes imma rubbish. yes yes yes. Sampah masyarakat. Yaa thanks. Woi, aku terasa gila dho. Hm mata aku macam panda dah time tu tahu tak? Haih sadissss. Aku tak expect pun kau buat macam tu but then yah Tuhan nak tunjuk kot. Hiksss sakit hati lah awak (: just because you hurt me so much, doesn't mean i can't live without you. I have picked myself back up again and standing stronger now that i know what i deserve. Thankyou for making me stronger. 

10 words that you have said, InsyaAllah i will follow it as i can. Remember! I can't forget the "cool" words that you have said. Tak akan lupa :)) So pls mind your manners. 

THANKYOU FOR EVERYTHING. 
THANKYOU GAVE THE BIG PRESENT IN MY LIFE "ERKA SAMPAH". 
THANKYOU MADE ME MORE JEALOUSY. 
AND, THANKYOU MADE ME SMILE WHEN YOU ARE WITH ME AND DOING SOMETHING CRAZY LIKE HELL. 
ONCE AGAIN, THANKS ^^ 







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