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Monday, 21 January 2013 @ 23:28 | 0 Comment [s]
 Tadi bangun bangun je, kak cik dengan kak teh tengah decide nak beli hadiah birthday untuk usu. Patah hati tak dapat ikut. K. Sedih >< Aku dengar jelah sambil aku breakfast tadi. Nak beli blouse lah, Jeans lah, Hangbag lah. Yelah, Kitorang anak buah kesayangan usu. Sooo, if ada something antara kami, mesti bagi gifts. Tungggg aaa. Kan? LOL. Eh eh, tak beli hadiah untuk naq lagi aaa. So, everyone, nak kasi apa eh? Tak kasi boleh tak you? I bagi kasih sayang pun dah kira cukup kan? Ikhlas tu yang penting. Tak payah tunjuk dekat orang. Kan kan? :") Hek. Lets express my feel :")
Loading...... Dear You, and You and yess You are !
You loved me, and at first, it was an unrequited love. But once I allowed myself to, I loved you back. I became vulnerable as you forced yourself into my mind. So, though I never thought I would, I let myself fall. We lived and laughed and loved together. We grew too close but enjoyed it, embraced our romantic friendship. Things changed, but we remained. The physical distance between us grew, though our love seemed stronger than ever. At least to me it did.
My heart had been broken. You are enjoying your life now, which on the surface kills me because I want you to regret your decision. But, deep within my core, I am glad for you. I don’t like either of these feelings. I do not want someone who deeply hurt me to have my happiness, and I especially do not want them to have my anger. I am no longer in love with you, yet you still have my heart. I am trying to get it back, and it’s so frustrating because you don’t even want it. But you will not be my last. I refuse to be forever broken. I’m so sad that such a fun, simple, beautiful relationship has ended completely with no remains of a friendship whatsoever, but I must let go. It will take time, and I am prepared for that. But I must admit, I cannot wait for the day when I wake up and able to say that I did not think of you once the day before. It is in that moment when I will consider myself healed.  And now, Alhamdulillah ive met someone that i love too much and i keep it secret whose the person. Ya. He'd changed my life from -,,- to :') Thanks dear. We do not have the title that we are 'couple'. No ! Its not. Let's the title 'couple' we do not have, but we still have honesty, loyalty, love in our relationships. Let people say anything to us. But, everything they do, everything they say, i dont care. Thats my life and not yours, yours and you over there -,- We are serious in our relationship, yes serious. I love the way you love me. You are M.I.N.E. Oh, You are not satisfied? Please see me yoh :) Thanks.     
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